miranadobe
Posted : 8/27/2009 3:01:58 PM
JackieG
Paige, that totally sucks about your sister's car engine
She had a tough day yesterday, and the engine was only one of many issues. I got an earful of it all, including the daily reminder that I need to get a job, and that she "didn't do anything wrong" and yet she has dumped her extra cash savings into a vehicle she never wanted and is now junk. (She only had her friends buy it because my car died the week before I was supposed to move to Denver, with her dog.) I'm trying not to feel guily about it, because I didn't buy that vehicle, or choose not to have it checked by a mechanic before buying it, or choose not to have it checked by a mechanic when the gauge started acting weird before heading out on a 1300 mile trip. She wanted me in Denver by Tuesday to manage the movers arriving that day, and she was secretly flying my friend in from NH that Thursday. It was all crap timing, because she planned on buying herself a truck for the dogs with that money, but not on-the-fly through friends, sight unseen. An extra week or two, and I would have had my insurance money to buy a car of my own (which, I would've had checked by a mechanic), and another paycheck at my old job. Just stupid frustration. It would be sooo much easier if I had the job I've needed for the last year and a half - one that makes comparable $ to what I made back in NH. Not until today have I seriously considered moving back to NH. Sorry to be Debbie Downer - I've really been trying to do "The Secret" and returning to religion and just trying to be hopeful/positive that the outcome will be what I want, but yesterday sucked, and no new job/interview offers today sucks!