Need Comfort Please

It was just shocking.  I have done so much reading since then and it can cause hemmorages and blood clots pretty easily so even though her blood levels were back to normal and she was in fact feeling better and recovering... her body did things that no one could control.  Its just hard to know that sometimes no matter what you do you just cant protect them from everything... its sucks to know that all the love in the world wont help either.  I still cry pretty much daily, but its sort of turning into a good cry, like when I see the pool cleaner shoot water (she chased it) my eyes water up and I have to hold it back but Im smiling.  Im trying to get over the anger of why her, but it does come around.

I hope your guy recovers without issue, keep us updated on his progress.

I understand how you feel. I lost my very best friend Lady a few weeks back. She was 13 years old and very sick. We made the decision to put her to sleep. Maybe the two of them have met on the other side of the bridge. I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I know how much you are hurting...I also felt the same guilt and everything.