glenmar
Posted : 3/3/2007 8:16:01 AM
My doc kept insisting that a cyst doesn't hurt. He wanted to find another cause of the pain. He didn't dispute the PAIN, just felt that it had to be coming from something other than the cyst.
As I said, I first noticed this riding home from the facility where Mom lives and because my sweater wasn't totally flat in the back.....I am NOT a pea and princess kind of gal and that's not something that I would normally even notice...a tiny extra fold of fabric is just not something that's gonna register on my brain.
So I got poked and prodded and examined to elicit maximum pain.......then my doc talked to the radiologist who said, well, yeah, a cyst THIS large in a body that small (inside only unfortunately) is going to cause one heck of a lot of pain. They reveiwed the CT and there is absolutely NOTHING else to cause the pain......just the cyst, and now, doc to doc, someone did make a mistake so it hasn't grown much.
Then my doc explained my options.....wait and see and medicate me for a few more days, or get set up with a radiologist to aspirate the danged thing, which does require sedation so I don't squirm during the procedure. I opted for the wait and see. He was going to give me the vicodin that I normally get for my shoulder, (7.5/750) but I asked for the 5/500 instead. It's less potent, but I can also take it and still function, still drive without being impaired. I reminded him that I still have some of the big boys at home that I can use if needed at night, but that I'd rather take the lower dose that allows me to be at least 99% normal (if that's an option for me[

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I am always sooo concious of the fact that these are NARCOTICS, can be addicting, and I've taken them on and off for way too many years and with my shoulder, will have to continue taking them. I'm trying to find a pain doc to do botox injections into the right shoulder girdle and I'm trying to hold off until I'm at least 60 to have the first replacement done...these only last 10-15 years and you can only have them done 3 times max.....Mom will be 83 this month so I'd just as soon be younger and in constant pain than really OLD and in pain with no options left, if that makes sense. But, (there is a point to this) I don't want to get labeled as a drug seeker and have to suffer for the next however many years or be forced into the replacement before I'm ready to have it done.....I want to do this thing on a timetable that will work best for ME longterm....of course, I'll probably wait and suffer on and off and have the FIRST replacement done only to get run over by a bus the next day.........
Anyway.....that's where we stand. I'll continue to manage the pain for now, and if it gets worse, or doesn't improve in a weeks time, we'll go ahead with the aspiration. Let's just hope it pops while I'm in the woods with the dogs today and gets the darned pain over with.......