Not sure how to even post this (Callie)

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    (((Callie))) - I'm heartbroken to read this news. I know how much you loved him and how much he loved you. You gave him the most remarkable life. You were all blessed to have each other. I hurt for you today and will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

     Run free sweet Billy.

     

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    Sera_J

     ((((HUGS))))

     I'm so, so sorry Callie.  Words are always so empty when something so awful happens.  Yes, you were blessed by him and his presence, but he was also blessed by yours.

     My sincerest condolences, you're all in my thoughts and prayers.

     Run free Billy -- enjoy the bridge, running free and breathing easy.  Please say hi to my babies for me.

      I couldn't say it any better than that.  I'm so terribly sorry, Callie....
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    Callie, I'm so sorry to hear this. There's no words.
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    Thank you **ALL** -- and I know Davey will take comfort from this as well.  We often talk about what's "harder" -- the sudden, swift "accident" or illness or something longer and drawn out where you get to say goodbye.

    And you know -- I've loved and lost some incredibly special animals -- and they have ALL taught me one thing.  Love hard and TELL everyone you love them.  Tell them often.  Because you never know ... you may turn around and they're gone.  (human or companion)

    Billy knew .. oh yes he did.  And just before we left the house yesterday afternoon, I told him how proud I was of all he gave to Richie, and that Dr. Bailey would help ... but I did tell him how very much I loved him. 

    I'm glad.  I don't have to live with any recriminations.  No "what if" ... no "if only".  It was his time.  The Alpha of all Alphas may not always match my timetable, but I trust His completely.  Understanding and acceptance will come.  Faith sustains today. 

    I was being a total coward last night to be honest -- I have a lot of your phone #'s in my cell -- and I was honestly looking for someone to post so I wouldn't have to.  But it was not to be, and frankly, it was better for me TO do it last night. 

    Billy had a fan club every where he went.  He really, truly did.  I've had people I didn't even know approach me and say "Is that BILLY??? What's his PCV??" or "You don't know *me* but I know BILLY!  I was a tech at ..."

    I actually have people I have to call today to let them know.  People who will mourn this dog as if he were human.  Because he brought joy and love.  ALWAYS a tail nubbin furious wag.  Faster than the speed of sound. 

    Once again -- thanks to all of you for your kindness and comfort.  It really does help.  David and I truly thank each one of you.

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     Oh Callie, I'm so sorry to hear this. I'm glad that it was quick and hopefully painless for him.

    Run free sweet Billy.

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    I'm just seeing this now.....oh Callie, I am so incredibly sorry for your loss.

    Run free Billy.

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    (((hugs))) Run free Billy Crying

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     tears are running down my cheeks as I read this! I loved reading about Billy, the adventurin coker span-YELL!
    May he be surrounded by all the i-dogs at the welcoming comittee, and a special group of IMHA dogs that he (and you, Callie) have helped along the way.

    Run free, sweet man. 

    edited to add: I've elected myself to take over the Rainbow Bridge Welcoming Committee until Sierra comes back. I'll be glad to add him, just let me know.

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    Callie and David, I'm so so sorry.  I think I can speak for the entire forum when I say I feel like I lost a dog of my own.  Billy was such a part of all of our lives.  You both were blessed to have him in your life, and he was equally blessed to have you in his. You will all be in my thoughts and prayers.

    Joyce

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    fuzzy_dogs_mom
    Callie and David, I'm so so sorry.  I think I can speak for the entire forum when I say I feel like I lost a dog of my own.  Billy was such a part of all of our lives.  You both were blessed to have him in your life, and he was equally blessed to have you in his. You will all be in my thoughts and prayers.

    Callie, I completely agree with what Joyce said.  I feel I've lost a special dog, despite never having met him.  I think it's because I followed his fight against IMHA and the emotional roller-coaster that involved, as well as getting so much enjoyment from "his" entertaining posts on the forum, as well as the stories of his special "therapy visits" with children, etc.  He had a very strong spirit and you'll feel his presence in your life always. Sending many hugs to you and David, and to Luna and Tinkerbell, as you all get used to the hole in your household.  My heart feels heavy for you.

    Billy, you were a beloved dog to so many.  And you were the source of information AND inspiration for lots of people and dogs who faced health battles similar to yours.  We know you're surrounded by old friends and new -- and that you feel happy and healthy now.  Run free, sweet boy!

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    I'm so sorry for your loss. That is a sad story.

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    I am so sorry Callie. You did so much for Billy during his time with you and he was treated with an unbelievable amount of love and care.  I'm glad he didn't suffer, and is now in a happy, comfortable place waiting for the day when the rest of his family joins him.

    I'll be keeping your family in my thoughts.

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    fuzzy_dogs_mom
    I think I can speak for the entire forum when I say I feel like I lost a dog of my own.

    Absolutely, I do.  Callie, I'm so very sorry.  I don't even know where to begin. . .I'm in shock! 

    I'm at work now but will get in touch later.

    Lori

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     I'm sorry to hear of his passing.

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    Oh, Callie, I'm so sorry! I'm glad he went fast, with people he loved. Sudden losses are so hard. (((((((((hugs))))))))))) to you all.