Bonita of Bwana
Posted : 11/30/2008 8:18:15 PM
Rene.E2008
Were those rhetorical questions? Haha. I don't know if they were.
I understand what you are saying too. Although thinking of a nurse with blood freaks me out. Ha, I hate needles. Ew. Haha! But seriously, I do need to calm down. And you are right it seems about the "report card" thing that I'm doing. I keep putting his freaking breed first. Like I keep saying that he's a Poodle so he's supposed to be smart. But I need to look at him as an individual, like some have mentioned.
I am getting there though, slowly. I need waaay more help than Diesel does.
Nope not rhetorical at all, wait till you have wandered thru enough of the threads and posts... we dish on our lives and dreams all the time!
I was Great with Needles since I had been doing vaccinations since I was 15 in Central America but Blood whoa what a woozer that was for me, I just knew I was hurting folks. ( surprise not every one has my crummy veins!)
We ALL do the Report card.. , maybe with our first child, or at the first meet the parents, or the first Grown up job... , when your heart is invested it is so normal to get tough with yourself!. And you have never seen a mentally challenged Poodle??? Maybe he was knocked in the head by his siblings?? Or dropped on his head by his momma?? Or maybe, just maybe putting YOU through your paces is so much fun for him he is having a wonderful time?? I met some Canadians recently at a wine tasting and when they found out we were "in dogs" they proudly told me how smart their boy was, he had trained them in less than 30 days....
"Perception" our new friend, Perception.
Bonita of Bwana