Mindless Chatter? Thurs.

MissTrouble, every time I write to my dad I feel the same, it hurts baddly!! But you know? It hurts because I love him so much, even though he doesn't like my DH, even though he not even like Thor and because those horrible things from the past... but I can't erase the good things also, so, you know what I do? I don't let the bad to come back all the way to where it hurts and I hold into something good and nice that happened once between us. And I write and I really hope he smiles after reading. At the end, I'm still his beloved daughter and he is my dad, util the end.

Well, I don't know if you are in the same situation, but it has been the biggest learning for me this year! And it helps a lot to overcome the bad stuff that hurts so much.

L.michelle I hope your troubles get a solution soon. To cry is very good and you let go a lot of presion with it. Hopefully, things will worked out soon and you will be better. I wish I was closer to you (we could share some candy )

BEVOLASVEGAS

I am seriously considering strangling DH, & hiding the body.  He's driving me crazy today, & believe me, it doesn't take much to drive me crazy.  I have a pounding headache.  I think that I need a drink!

REALLY?! I will trade you my BF. He kept FARTING last night, when we got into bed. EW.

And tonight, when his parents took us out for wings, he ordered boneless mild wings! What is he, a girl?!

Calinisima....thank you for the advice....my father blames **everything** on me. Here's the shortest possible version....

I was *thinking* about moving from my Moms, to my fathers(they've been devoriced sense I was 5, seperated sense I was 2 or 3). So, after a few months of 'talking' about it, he bought me a horse...which happens to be my dream. After a few more months of thinking, I decided against it, due to the fact that I was seeing my fathers true colors, controling, selfish, and manipulating. 4 days after I told him that I had changed my mind, that I would be happier with my Mom, he told me he was selling Dia(my horse). I was highly upset, and during my whole crying episode, he flat out told me "That's what you get for lying to your Dad, and being a manipulative b***h." I left his house that night, and after that, I have seen my father 3 times in almost 2 years. Once at a resturant were myself and my Mom met him to 'discuss' the situation, and was basicly told the same thing again. A week after that, to collect my stuff from my room, at his house. And at my family reunion in December, were I was told the same thing again, only in front of severl members of my family(his side).

Now he's dragging me and Mom, well mostly Mom, to court for 'contempt'. Because I refuse to speak to him on a phone, the only way I will speak to him is on speaker phone, and I have some very, very choice words....especially when he says "I care about you". The lawyer told me to open lines of communication, and the charges will go away....

I'm going to do it, for my Mom.

Sorry Meg, I think that I'm going to have to take a pass!  I'm not sure that I need your farting bf wandering around here.

After leaving Bev at A&M, I had to go into work.  I stayed longer than I had planned because DH & I were argueing & imo, there's no reason to go home when you know that there is likely going to be a fight.  When I did come home, he was still in a bad mood, as was I, so I decided to go for a run to calm down.  I was gone a little over an hour, & it appears that we are both in better moods now.  When I walked into the house, he was waiting with a cup of hot chocolate.  He knows that I'm a sucker for hot chocolate.

I'm sorry about that and I think you are doing the right thing for you and your mom, and for him. Sometimes people just don't know what they were saying after they did and when they realize that, maybe don't know how to say "I'm sorry" and keep making the mistake. I promise you someday you will understand his way and maybe he will even say he is sorry for his mistakes. In the mean time enjoy the rest of good things you have, like Sam!

Megan, boneless wings?? ~lol~

 Amanda, good for you and DH, soon you'll be happy, hot chocolate ...mmmm!!!

That's all I try to do, look forward to tomarrow, enjoy life, and live with no regrets. It's turning out pretty well so far. =]

Hopefully he will realize that he's really burned some bridges and finally apoligize.

 Even if he doesn't apologise, Phooey on him! He lost a good person and you're better with out him

I am sooo glad today is over! I had a good day but it was long.. Finally started Maze's nails tonight. I only did them for 10 minutes since she's never done them before so I got the tips off which is a good start. I love my sander!! But it's not cordless. Thou the little bugger ate the cookies I had put aside for her right off the table! Something she's never done before!! So now I have to make more cookies and must remember never leave them on the table no matter what! She really loves those cookies.. *sigh*

Bought a new book today. Got Bones would rain from the sky. I just started it but so far it's pretty good.

Making lasagna again tomorrow night and I've got a halloween party at the K9 Club on Saturday to attend.  I think I'm gonna call it an early night and go to bed at 10:30 after I make something to eat.

oranges81

 Even if he doesn't apologise, Phooey on him! He lost a good person and you're better with out him

Thank you oranges81!

Silly girl Maze! The cookies are for after you get your nails done!