the_gopher
Posted : 10/14/2008 5:51:54 AM
Thanks everyone - I touched up my resume to include my field and internship work (which is related to the position) and I will send it in today, while having minor heart attacks. I'm also scared I won't even hear back from them. I've been looking for a new job for several months and have had ONE interview. I know it's not ME. In talking with and hearing about others trying to find work around here - this is pretty norm sadly. The way places do their hiring leaves a lot of people out on a limb with no phone calls (or when trying to follow up after a reasonable wait, no RETURN calls!).
MRV the answer to all those questions is yes.
I really do need to leave my current place of employment - and wish I could do so sooner rather than later. For instance it is now 6:45, I'm unshowered, messing around online lol, and I need to leave soon - and don't really care. THAT is definitively not like me. I used to be the type that goes over and above what is expected of me - and now I just do the minimum needed to get by. When your continually shot down, not taken seriously, and used as a dumping spot - I guess it's understandable in a way.
Thank you all for the swift kick - I need it. One of my least desirable traits is cowardice when it comes to going for things I know I want but feel like I wouldn't do well in.
So I stayed up a bit last night thinking about my internship and how much I felt good about doing it. Even a few situations that tested the limits of my ability to understand the situation and were shocking to me - it felt good to be there in some capacity that would bring assistance to another person.
Scared silly - but I will send in that resume.