It really IS all in my head !!

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    It really IS all in my head !!

    I have an autoimmune disorder that causes a great deal of pain. For the past couple of Months I have been having migraines. I know  as  loving as my family is they have to wonder at times if it is "in my head" ???  Yeah they can relax !!  My MRI came back Nice and Normal with the exception of a major cyst in my sinus .  Isn't it bizarre how wonderful you can feel when you actually have something show up on  an X ray or other film??? I am practically giddy with relief.   totally weird I know. But the headaches have been debliltating at times.

    Bonita of Bwana

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     I completely understand about the headaches! Sadly thou the doctors here refuse to do any x-ray or MRI or anything! So I suffer and I have to take Morphine 20's. So I'm glad you got help!

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     Yeah, I know that feeling... "See! There really IS something wrong with me! So be sympathetic when I'm hurting, not sarcastic, dagnabit!" heh.

     Can they do anything for your sinuses? That has to be awfully painful!
     

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    Been having some major dental work done the last two weeks -- last week they did 3 'pulp caps' -- and I thot then should have done a root canal on at least one of them (not that I want that kind of 'fun' but I KNOW my crappy teeth *sigh*).

    Wound up back at the dentist yesterday and had TWO emergency root canals ... ugh ... and STILL am having pain because my sinuses are acting up and causing the tooth pain.  grrrrr

     So Bonita -- I know whatcha mean - it's all in MY head too!

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     I'm so glad they found what was going on.  Can they do something about the cyst?  Will you need surgery?  I've been on disability twice for migraines, needed morphine and had a loss of vision in half my left eye in the fall, so I can definitely sympathize.  My MRI just showed a big empty space!  Stick out tongue

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    CONGRATS! That is great news.  I know what a relief it is to have MRI’s come back normal. I work in a hospital with people with head injuries strokes, spinal cord injuries and the like, so sometimes just enough knowledge is a bad thing to have. Makes you worry more.  Wink

     

    Hope they can deal with the migraines a little better now. What options have you tried and what are they now considering?  

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    I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia looooooong before it was the "disorder de jour"  , back then they were sure I had MS but thankfully a Rheumatologist (sp?) figured it out. After being hospitalized 6 times for a week or more at a time  I finally found a pain management doctor who came up with a treament plan that literally gave me back my life.  Where "normal" Docs were prescribing high doses of , well everything.. making me a walking Zombie for 3 years ( still remember next to nothing of theat time frame!)  This doctor said We are going over the top...gee thanks... he explained that the right amount of heavy narcotics taken correctly will never debilitate , instead they corral the pain allowing you to function at your best. No sleep fests , no buzz just medicate correctly. You can imagine how spazed I was when he put me on Fentnyl which is 100xs stronger than morphine.  I wear a 100mg patch switched out every 72 hours. Then use Oxycodene 10s ( about 4 a day) Something for nausea and something for musle spasms  leaves me sharp and able to work the dogs, care for the kids and be a partner in our marriage.  There are still days when I over do and end up in a Fibro cycle that knocks me to a curled fetal position for a day or more. Hot packs and a dark room help alieviate the spasms .  Most folks with Fibro have a constant ache , like a bad case of the flu but the heavy duty cases end up in a cycle that hurst so badly it causes vomiting, which in turn creates more pain, which makes you barf more ...you get the picture.  yech !! Any way about 3 years after I was diagnosed it was the disorder that every magazine, talk show yada yada went on about.  It made it harder to deal with becuse every family doctor was then saying hmmmm you have a nonspecific ache... Must be Fibromyalgia.... and the "patient" would mope a bit for a week or three then get tired of it and get "well"  .... drove me nuts I wanted to be one of the ones getting "over it"  but every time I ignored the warning signs I would end up paying for it Big Time.

    Anyway finding a great pain management Doctor makes a HUGE difference. Of course I have to carefully plan my life as my scripts are month to month.  So if I am out of state at a dog show and run out of meds I am going to have a rough trip home no phoning these puppies in !! There are good and bad Pain management doctors. when the Migraines started I was seeing a different one, ( long story) he wanted to inject lidoncaine in the base of my skull , he was sure the migraines were caused by inflamation in my neck muscles. I refused and it ticked him off. I found out my original doactor was still availble and I dumped his partner faster than a bag of nasty dog poo ( they had moved and broken off the partnership the guy I was seeing lied about not having a clue what was going on with my original doctor and took all the files so we had no idea!) . He put me back on the meds that allowed me to function best . I had not talked to him about the migraines since I was just Thrilled to be back with a minimalist doctor instead of a heavy handy script writer.  When I went to my regular GP on a different issue she had ordered the MRI  and whala the cyst was found !!

    I won't know what the treatment plan is I know it is important since my GP got me the first availble with the best ENT in town . So on Sept 2 I will go in, they already have a copy of my tests and films .  They will figure out what to do. :Like I said though what a relief to have something show up on film!!

    Some how it makes the headaches easier to handle ...weird huh??

    Bonita of Bwana

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    I am so glad to hear that you have found the right doc for pain management.  Pain management when it comes to narcotics can be so tricky and you really need someone who knows their stuff. We have had many patients who we have had to put on hold in our rehab program until they get their meds under control and can actually function. Even a small does change can make or break things.

     

    2 things I wanted to just toss out there. As a migraine sufferer myself, I recently got the approval to be evaluated through the pain program in my rehab for biofeedback. I know we have good success rates with our patients so I might give it a go myself.

     

    Also, one of my patients mentioned she gets botox injections in her forehead for migraines and it has been a life saver. I had not heard of that previously so this is something that I would consider looking into if my insurance would actually cover it….. but it won’t

     

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     Gawd!! I wish I lived where you guys live! My doctor's keep telling me I'm lying about the amount of pain I'm in.  They won't do tests or MRI's or anything. Just give me pain killers without a dosage recommendation, just a "take one whenever you feel pain. It should help" I really hate the medical system on the coast. It is the worst I've seen.

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    Bonita of Bwana

    Isn't it bizarre how wonderful you can feel when you actually have something show up on  an X ray or other film??? I am practically giddy with relief.   totally weird I know.

     

     

    LOL, not bizzare at all!  I have chronic pain and joint problems in my right foot, originally called "turf toe" but now just "arthritis".  We have rheumatoid arthritis on both sides of my family (cousin got it at age 22), plus I already have TMJ, so I fear I will be no stranger to autoimmune problems eventually.  I've had X-rays of my foot, even wore a cast from toe-to-knee for months and nothing has really helped.  I always *wished* a fracture would show up on the X-ray!  Same with DH, he has idiopathic seizures (grand mal where he totally passes out and loses control of body function).  He's had CT scans, MRI, EEG....nothing.  Not that I'm praying for a brain tumor, but yes we often wish *something* would show up on the tests because he takes some very serious, very expensive medications several times daily and it makes me uncomfortable that he is so medicated with no real answer.

    I'm glad you found an answer and hope the treatment goes smoothly.