brookcove
Posted : 4/23/2008 3:26:10 PM
Yes, my sister, welcome to the club!
I was just diagnosed in
April. I sat in a gyn's office and for the first time, got the answer
to why I always seem to be either starting or in the throes of PMS (and
twice a month, and so bad it put me to bed), but never really out of it
completely, why I had awful trouble getting pregnant, why I gained so
much weight the last few years even while exercising and watching my
diet, why I was having more and more trouble with migraines and - last
summer - vertigo, and why I always felt horrible and seemed to have
constant trouble with depression though I'm actually bipolar ("If I'm
bipolar why do I never have good mood days?";). Like Jennie
said, I bloat terribly and it really hurts after exercise - which is
not good for trying to lose weight, of course! The depression was just
paralyzing some days, and it seemed like if I had a good day, then I'd
get a migraine by the end of it.
I was supposed to have surgery (D&C to remove a moderate
cyst on my left ovary, and a hysterotomy to remove some scar tissue and
endometriotic tissue) last October but my stupid insurance company left
us holding the bag on the out of pocket costs. So we are saving up,
slowly.
Meanwhile, I joined Weight Watchers and I've lost 43
pounds since that visit in October. That has alleviated many of the
symptoms I was experiencing, and also opened the door to some
treatments that the doctor hesitated to use when I was in a higher risk
category for, uh, something - I think it was stroke.
I highly
recommend Weight Watchers. It addresses a lot of the issues that make
it super hard for us "Cysters" to lose weight and exercise. Hormone
production requires fat, and when you start decreasing your fat supply,
your body will start screaming in protest! Sometimes I sit and I can't
think about anything but eating. I feel like if I don't eat something
immediately, my world will end. Weight Watchers gives me lots of tools
to battle that.
Core is a lower glycemic index version of the plan and does not involve detailed record keeping. It's not designed purposely to be low glycemic index but it does work out that way, so it works extremely well for me. There's a list of foods that you can eat, you eat until you feel full (and you'll get hungry again soon if you are like me!), and then anything outside that you count points. Core is the plan where you can go to a restaurant and eat a steak and baked potato and still lose weight! I'm not kidding, it works.
I also feel like I'm in control, not my body,
or the scale, or some guy in a book who is holding up an ideal calorie
or list of foods or carb count for me to meet that day (failure and
depression waiting to happen). If my hormones are demanding a slice of
cake, I look it up, decide if it's worth it, and either do it or not.
Or, I can bargain - I'll have something that's like cake, but
isn't as high in points, or I'll go take a long walk and trade off
points. And sometimes I'll go take that walk and decide that a nice
sandwich sounds better than the cake!
I'll still need surgical
treatment for my screwed up insides. But, what I'm hoping is to be
able to hold out now until I reach the age 40 milestone next year, and
I'll just ask for the big H and get it all over with.
Meanwhile,
I am not kidding when I say that losing weight is giving me my life
back. I have just half a day here or there when I feel so bad I don't
want to move - and amazingly sometimes my period takes me by surprise!
I'm a steady contributor to the household income now with the sheep and
the dog training business, and I'm training my own young dog and have
been able to keep at it steadily for six months now (the last few years
my m.o. was to work and then "crash" for a week, and work and then
"crash" for another several days).