Jewlieee
Posted : 4/9/2008 8:21:59 PM
Maxs Mom
Ok there is a position open here that I would love to get. I may not have all the qualifications but I plan to apply anyway. So tonight I have to prepare my cover letter. I hate doing those things. I consider it sales (of yourself) and I am NOT good at it. However I hate my job and must get out before I really do something I will regret. It has gotten so bad, and it will be so much worse if I leave. If I leave that won't be my problem.
Now see, you are already defeating yourself! Stop talking so negatively! Qualifications bleh. Sell yourself! Focus on what you are good at and don't focus on what you aren't good at.
I went to the doctors this morning. Actually I tried to go to the urgent care last night - had a 102 degree temp and couldn't get warm, couldn't sleep and so on. But I waited until 9:30 to go and they shut at 9. Doesn't that figure? So I went this morning. No pnuemonia (sp) thankfully. I was beginning to wonder. He gave me an antibiotic and a decongestant which seems to help a bit. He told me to stay home from work one more day at least.
The problem is my re-exam for my license is Friday. No way I can sit for an 8 hr exam feeling the way I do. Plus I'd be coughing, hacking, sneezing, blowing my nose and would disrupt the person sharing my table. Can you imagine sitting next to someone for 8 hrs trying to pass a licensing exam who was sick like that? No way. They say no refunds but I'm going to try to get a note from the doc and call them anyway.
Poor Neiko is beside himself. He has the saddest look on his face that I've ever seen in a dog. He's soooooo bored. It's uncanny how smart and work oriented this dog is. This inactivity and lack of having to think/work is just killing him. He has brought me every toy in his toy box trying to get me off the couch. He wiggles his but and whines at me and gives me those sad "will you give me something to do?" eyes. I think that I'm going to send him to doggy day care tomorrow. It'll be $25 well spent.
I'm getting really bored of watching TV!