Still a bit depressed, but one thing that came out of it, is that I finished Save Me.
This song tells a story, a very important story about my relationship with a man I know, Jon. Love him to death. He's a marine, and there is this constant worry and fear I have that I know will never go away.
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http://www.fluffyrat.net/wildfyre/SaveMe6.WMA]http://www.fluffyrat.net/wildfyre/SaveMe6.WMA[/link]
Probably the most important piece I've ever written, and I gotta tell you, I am absolutely drained...emotionally, physically, mentally. Writing these pieces is physically exhausting, and that's where the emotion of the piece comes from...my turmoil.
I don't think I've ever scrutinized something the way I have this, even though it was a remarkably quick process this time around. I spent hours on it every day, revising, tinkering, playing with sounds that would tell the story that's in my heart.
I just hope he likes it.