hapnthatch
Posted : 8/10/2010 4:11:47 PM
Sigh. I'm not a big cupcake fan. However, even without cupcakes I've managed to gain back all the weight I lost + more. Very depressing.
Also, woke up to be told that "my air conditioner will barely function because my car's black and it's hot outside". Grr! My car's black?? It's hot?? Gee. I wonder if that's why I NEED my ac to work?! Yes, feeling highly irritated and sarcastic. They washed it for me in some odd attempt to pacify me. So when I die of heat exhaustion in my car on the way to work, I can at least think I died in a clean vehicle. That's a comfort.
And after reading about other people's actual family issues, I feel guilty to be this annoyed. Especially because all the boys' health issues have cleared up and I get to be a camp counselor for grieving children (scary but exciting to think I can help these kids) and the Expendables is finally coming out, lol.
Edit- Even though my dad died from cancer and not in the Vietnam war, it really made me feel like his service mattered when they presented the flag to my mom and the guns went off. It was just one more way to show that his life really meant something, even beyond the scope of me and my immediate family. He had a few issues from the war (couldn't touch him when he was sleeping) and knowing the army still remembered and thanked him for his service helped me to realize his mental wounds weren't for nothing.