outdoorschik
Posted : 4/8/2011 6:05:35 PM
Thanks everyone for all the support, it has meant the world to me... he really really tried, but you can't overcome failing kidneys :(. He was comfortable when he went and asking for belly rubs as long as he could, by trying to lift his bad leg just slightly. The kidney levels were sky high (off the charts bad) and the vet shared that he'd never brought a dog back from levels that high he said that even if we recovered them a bit, we'd need to give fluids the rest of his short life and we still needed to treat the neck and remove the leg and that both would send him back into renal failure ... that he truly didn't have the spark to try like he did before. He was telling us he didn't want to try anymore with everything he did just laying his head down and refusing to move or eat. It wouldn't have been fair to force one more meal or pill on him.
Today, he'd lift his head just slightly as we sat with him if we stopped petting so, we petted him until he fell asleep from the sedative and until he was gone after the final injection, it was the most peaceful passing you could ask for. It is never, ever easy to let them go even when you have as many as we do. The techs all shed a tear, they had wanted him to live as much as he and we did and they smiled at his gains in the past few weeks and cried at his loss.