Patti Spycher
Posted : 6/8/2006 1:06:07 PM
I had the debulking treatment this Tuesday. I am disappointed because when I talked to the surgeon he seemed to think he would stop bleeding so much from the rectum and would help make sure he didn't get blocked. After the surgery, I had to ask all the questions...like does it look like you were successful in relieving the blockage. His answer to me was that he didn't think he had a blockage!! He did remove the stiches from the previous surgery. He also said there is a slight chance he hit the colon and tore it. We will know in a week because he will get gravely ill. When we talked about the procedure he said it is highly, highly unlikely that we would damage the colon but if we do we will go in and fix it. Now he doesn't know if he did.
I was happy when I brought him home yesterday afternoon. He ate chickhen in the car and boiled hamburger when we got home. However this morning he barked to go outside and when he came back in...he wouldn't stop shaking and panting. He has been panting and shaking all day. He won't even take his meds with peanut butter. I called the dr. and he hasn't called me back yet.! I will never put my other babies through any of this again. I am so discourage. Two months ago I had a happy dog and now he is trembling, getting so thin.....
I know he will be going to the bridge soon. I feel it in my heart. I just thought this last procedure would give him some relief and now it may have put him over the edge. Who am I doing this for? It thought for him but I think I did it for me because I can't let him go. What was I thinking. I have put him through so much..