Hi all, prepare for a novel like post, I apologize!
Early Friday morning (1am) my dog (tucker, pug cross) started acting weird, distressed and definitely not like himself. There was nothing unusual with his behavior earlier in the day or earlier that week. But he only got worse as the night went on, he had thrown up twice (the first after I gave him a bit of rice and the second after he had gone outside and ate grass, basically forcing himself) and wasn't going to the bathroom as usual and I ended up calling two different local vet services to see what I should do. One told me to take him to a 24/7 emergency vet clinic and the other gave me an appointment,
I got an appointment that same morning at 9am and went in. His temp was normal and there was just a little tension/tenderness in his tummy. The vet didn't want to do X-rays since he thought it was a simple case of 'he got into something he shouldn't have and it gave him a stomach ache or was given too many 'busy bone' treats'. Which the latter may be the culprit since he had been fed 3 of them consecutively sunday, Monday and Tuesday by accident (miscommunication within the family). I was prepared for something worse like bloat, but the vet gave him an antiemetic and antibiotics (cerenia and baytril) for 10 days. We came home and promptly fell asleep since neither of us had gotten any.
But now I'm in a constant state of anxiousness. Friday night was terrible, my family was gone an hour away and I was freaking out and I just wanted to be near someone. And then I was up every 10 minutes making sure Tucker was still breathing that entire night. However, on Saturday morning he seemed better so I went out to celebrate my birthday in the afternoon. I had a panic attack later that night about him being at home alone or him getting worse and dying and ended up staying at my moms house since I just couldn't stay up checking him all night again. I ended up waking up at 1am screaming, trying to look for him at a house he was never at.
I just don't know how to get over this anxiety of him dying. He just turned 10 earlier this month so he's older. But he's drinking and eating a smaller diet to help his tummy. He has gone potty today and yesterday morning, I'm unsure about last night since I wasn't there. But I still think he's going to die imminently. I can't eat, I can't sleep. I'm just so anxious over him getting sicker even though everyone says he seems to be getting better. Every little thing he does I think it's him getting sicker even though it's pretty much normal behavior though he does really seem more drowsy/sleepy. He's also a lot more twitchy in sleep as well. (I don't know if it's from his meds or maybe just feeling icky. I also don't know if he's feeding off my anxiety and acting not like himself?)
Has anyone else dealt with this? I don't know how to calm down! If so how did you get over this crushing anxiety? I'm stuck at a crossroads of I want to be near him but at the same time I don't since I can't stop overthinking and freaking out everything little thing he does. I'm tempted to take him back to the vet to do a complete check up, bloodwork, possibly stool samples and X-rays Monday.
Any advice, or positive, possibly reassuring comments to an extremely fretful pet owner would be appreciated. Thank you!