Lee debbie
Posted : 9/19/2012 12:52:18 PM
Callie, I don't know, I wish I could be more relaxed and I'm trying to. I said a prayer at work this afternoon, and I asked for rest, it worked during my divorce; I'm asking it works for now too. With Ashton's current lethargy, I'm extra vigilant. Alphie, with her improvement, I'm happy and more relaxed seeing her becoming quite a pup again. The 'sudden death' part is what scares the living daylights out of me. I mean, we can't choose how they'd go, everyone would say "in their sleep" but it just doesn't happen for everyone. Axl was the first dog to die on me, and it had to happen with such a mysterious and damned disease.
I'm still trying my best, to let them be dogs, to let myself be a mom to both of them and my boy. When Sam fell ill last sunday, I rushed him to hospital with a temperature which wouldn't budge; and that's what I'll do with any of the pups too. Really, they are our kids, totally dependent on us to make important decisions such as these.
Cathy, I can imagine your anxiety with Shane, especially when the condition isn't reversible and not a situation you could solve with "a medication to take home and feel better and get well". I'll keep both of you in my prayers.
My cardiologist mentioned Ashton's condition isn't severe - individually. Put together, the problem adds up, and plus his age, not good, but manageable. I just pray nothing else comes up due to the clustered conditions.
Yep Sam is doing well, except for a nasty cough and running nose. The Chinese meds (yup my son gets TCM too!) are expelling it, so he's 'leaking' alot more. And yes, I'm praying they will go peacefully in their sleep when it's time.