shelterdog
Posted : 4/21/2006 10:50:43 PM
Thank you Glenda, and everyone all again. I'm doing better. I still haven't taken up his bed and water bowl I kept right next to it. I haven't even washed my shirt that I was wearing when I carried him in that day-it is hanging on my closet door knob. I haven't slept well, only if I take a benedryl or tylenol, and I end up crying myself to sleep. I have been sleeping with his collar, I know that sounds dumb, but it helps.
Today was a good day, though, when at work among my coworkers and friends, I was able to cut up and laugh and not think sad thoughts. I was able to tell them about the wonderful urn that Debbie is doing for him without becoming upset. He is going to be cremated sometime this weekend, I'm not sure when the ashes will be back, it won't take too long, though.
My mom wanted to bury him, but I couldn't stand the thought of not being able to take him with me if I did move, so I decided on cremation. I'd rather not do either, I just want him back with me.