tacran
Posted : 8/6/2006 10:01:51 PM
I'm so sorry for your loss. Please don't think it is unusual or wrong to be feeling so grief-stricken after just a few days. You are in the earliest phase of grieving, and the first few days can be almost intolerable. I didn't get out of bed for 2 days, and if it wasn't for a deadline at work on the third day, I'd probably still be there.
When we lost our precious boy 6 months ago, we had lots of time to prepare, as his health declined over a period of a few months. To have a sudden loss like yours would be a terrible shock. Take each day one at a time, and keep lots of Kleenex nearby, and come to this forum for the support you may not always find from your regular daily circle.
Take care. Run free Cloe, and watch over your family as they face each day without you.