misstrouble
Posted : 11/22/2008 12:57:50 AM
Thanks Amanda. I keep telling myself thatm, but it's so hard some days. Most days I just want to stay in bed and cry, because I know everyone's watching me - waiting on me to screw up again, so they can say 'I told you, she ain't changed, she's still in it all'. I hate it. I even hate my nick-name I've had for 2 years now(the only one thats stuck - Trouble). I used to think it was cute to be called 'trouble' now I just find it degrading. I'm really just sick of it......