georgie4682
Posted : 5/21/2007 5:03:43 PM
I've been waiting and wondering if I should post this yet, but I guess I will.
As soon as the vet saw Buster's mouth she said, "I know you know we have a serious problem here". I did know, but I didn't want to believe it. The tumor in his mouth has been rapidly growing and is now quite large so that's how he bit down on it last night. I broke down and started crying at that point. SHe said we need to remove it NOW! Tomorrow. She said it is probably cancerous, hopefully it hasn't spread, is only in his gums (not his jaw bone), and can be removed easily. She will do x-rays of his chest and mouth tomorrow before surgery to make sure it hasn't spread to his lungs. When she removes it, she predicts she will be removing a portion of his jaw (if it is attached to bone).
I wish I had gotten better news. I know he is older (almost 13), but I am so not ready for this. If the cancer has spread she predicts he only has about three months left. I have been a mess all day. I hate to cry in front of people, even my own family, but I completely broke down today at the vet's. The receptionist, who loves Buster, said she would say a prayer for him. That really meant a lot to me. SO had to drive home because I just couldn't stop crying. I have had Buster since I was 12 and he has been my constant companion even since.
So, say a prayer for my baby tonight. I'm hoping it hasn't spread and is only in his gums. I just can't believe I'm going through this right now. It feels like a nightmare that I can't wake up from.