Moving, at least for awhile.

(((HUGS)))

Pardon my horrible singing but *ahem* The sun will come out, tomorrow, bet your bottom dollar that tooo-mo-rooow, there'll be sunnnn. Told ya it was bad.

But seriously, as I like to tell friends of mine that are having a rough time, just remember to breathe.  Everything else will fall in line.

The boxing should be a blast!

scrubsfiend

as I like to tell friends of mine that are having a rough time, just remember to breathe.  Everything else will fall in line.

Are you and I related?  This is what I always tell my family and friends too.  We are all pulling for you dear!

Hello everyone. T-Bone is having a great time here and I actually graduated bartending school. I still plan on getting my CJ degree and being K9, but I need a trade where I can bring in some good money relatively quickly. I had a med switch and am feeling a whole heck of a lot better. Finally sleeping good! Mom's surgery is March 10th, and it turns out she has bone spurs on her spinal cord also. Bad news. I'm trying to keep her happy and things light though, however I might go away for awhile right after her surgery. Turns out she'll have staples, a drain in her spine, etc. and she's worried I'll be upset, she'll have to put on a happy face, etc. etc. we'll see....

So glad to hear you're feeling better!! Good thoughts to your mom :)

Thanks, I am feeling better, even though things are rough I am coping in a much healthier way. I think seeing a good psychiatrist helps. I can sleep and he tripled my Prozac dose. I'm doing things I love again, reading, jogging, laughing, I even went to the boardwalk here and rode carnival rides all by myself and had fun. Smiling at strangers, enaging in conversations, etc. My mom told me something that at first I found disturbing, and now I find peaceful. Nothing is as permanent as it seems at the time. At first I took it as, everything will always fall apart. Now I'm seeing, I will always have options and a way to move forward. I can always back up if I need to, also. I'm only 21, I have time... God bless my mom, my doc, T-Bone and all of you for being so supportive. It really helps

It's so good to hear that you're doing better. I think your mom is a very wise woman and she obviously loves you dearly. I hope things continue in a positive direction for you but as you said, if not, you know you can always pause and change directions. :)

 The difference between this post and ones from the past is huge!  Congrats on your forward movement and new improved situation.  Keep up the hard (but good) work! ((hugs))

Oh Wow...you so sound SOOOOOOOO good!   Your attitude just couldn't be better....and that means everything.

Glad you posted!

 Good thoughts for your mom, and glad to here things are going well for you.  Take care.

Beejou

My mom told me something that at first I found disturbing, and now I find peaceful. Nothing is as permanent as it seems at the time. At first I took it as, everything will always fall apart. Now I'm seeing, I will always have options and a way to move forward.

Beejou

I even went to the boardwalk here and rode carnival rides all by myself and had fun.