Laurelin_429
Posted : 8/9/2008 12:34:29 AM
It's about 12:30 at night. Nik is having a terrible time breathing.
This week she's been fine this week and this past month on the new meds, but yesterday I noticed her cough a couple times. This morning she wouldn't take her medicine alone or with bread. Then tonight she is just lying there with her head at an odd angle off the ground and staring at me with this look that says 'Please help me, I don't know what's wrong with me'. It just breaks my heart.
We're taking her in tomorrow to see if there is anything we can do. My heart tells me though that it will probably be nothing. With congestive heart failure there's not much you can do. We knew the arthritis medicine would aggravate the heart condition, but without those she can't walk. She's had a good month since starting them, so I'm grateful for that. She's had a good 6 months since January when we all thought she was going to die and I am thankful for that.
We keep propping her head up to try to make it easier, but she keeps leaving and going back to the kitchen to rest, so we're trying to let her sleep. She's gotten lots and lots of petting from everyone today and several treats (which she still eats up).
It's just been so hard after being at the neurologist with Hiro all day and then coming home to this. You know it's coming but it's still not easy.