binderxtine
Posted : 1/7/2009 4:23:03 AM
I just found this site while doing some research on this IMHA disease. I am so happy I found it!
My dog is only 4 1/2 years old and was diagnosed with this disease on Saturday. I was devestated and I am still struggling . I am 26 years old and I have no children... she is my kid. She was fine last week and Thursday I noticed she wasn't her spunky self and wasn't eating. I just figured she was tired and didn't like her food anymore. Then early Saturday am she had thrown up in three different areas of the house and it was a lot for not having eaten in 2 days. When the vet opened I called and asked for them to see her immediately. I had to wait until 10am for them to see her, and while we were waiting she went to give me a kiss and I noticed her tounge wasn't pink, it looked kind pale. When the nurses came in to check her they pulled up her lips and that is when I saw her gums... and they were white. I knew something was really wrong then.
The Vet came in and looked her over and told me that she thought she might be anemic, so she said she wanted to do a blood test and it would be about 20 minutes. So, I was thinking ok, some iron pills and she'd be okay. They called us into one of the exam rooms asked us to wait and that the vet would be in shortly. I swear I heard her take a deep breath before she came through the door, I knew at that moment it was going to be bad. And it sure enough was... IMHA and the vet suggested that she go to The University of Georgia for a transfusion immediately. Her hematicrit level was at 12%, and she felt that was the best place for her to go. Then she told me that it would cost between 2-3k dollars. I totally do not have that, and I felt the life fall right out of me. I just started shaking and I didn't know what to do or how to think clearly. The vet wanted to run more tests and said she would call me, to get some coffee and discuss with my family what I wanted to do. I started calling everyone to get some kind of perspective and help. I don't think I've cried so much in my life. I finally decided after much discussion that the transfusion seemed to risky at that time ( I was given a 50/50 chance that she'd make it through the procedure); so I opted to keep her at the vet over the weekend where the vet would give her the meds she needed to see if they would stop the immune system and the vet would check on her and her blood work. Teenie needed to rest and not move around or be disturbed, so having her at the vet instead of home seem to me to be the best option. She called me twice a day with updates. Dr. Wise is the best.
It was a really rough weekend. I work overnight so needless to say Saturday I din't get any sleep and had to go in at 10pm and work til 7am. I fought back tears all night and morning and when I thought that I had stopped, when I got home from work and she wasn't at the door to greet me I lost it. The flood of tears came. I started feeling an overwhelming sense of guilt that had I brought her in on Thursday when I noticed that she wasn't herself, she wouldn't be so bad off. I also noticed (since she is paper trained) that her urine was real dark about a week prior to all of this. I just thought it was from her food, the protein and her not drinking enough water or something. WhenI started researching the disease I saw it was a symptom. I felt that I aided in killing my dog. I saw her urine.. I noticed it looked funny... though I did nothing.
It is now Wednesday morning, and yesterday when I went and saw her she seemed better than she did on Monday. Though she wasn't really eating and the vet was concerned. So I brought all kinds of different treats she likes and some soft food I bought for her when I noticed she wasn't eating. When I called yesterday afternoon for an update they said she had been eating and seemed in better spirits and would probably be able to come home today (Wednesday) as we had discussed since her levels went from 11% to 18% in less than a week.
So, overnight I have been researching this disease and found this site, and I cannot tell you how helpful it has been. I am sooooooooo glad that I am not alone, because when you hear that your loved one has this disease you totally feel that you are and you feel helpless. Especially if you are not financially set.
If I do get to bring her home I am REALLY scared that I will make her worse. I am asking everyone that is in this forum for advice and suggestions on how to help take care of Teenie when she comes home. And what I need to look and watch out for so it does not happen again. I NEED HELP AND ADVISE!!!!!!
Thanks for taking the time to read all of this. I know it was a lot.