rough night

    • Gold Top Dog

    rough night

    right at this time a week ago I was getting ready for bed never suspecting I would wake up and find my precious boy gone. I was re reading all your posts and just wanted to tell everyone I would never be able to get through this without all of the support & kind words from all of you. I have never experienced anything as painful as this in my life. I have stopped beating myself up over the what ifs and actually feel comforted by having his ashes but I'm a long way from healing.  I put some of my favorite pictures of him on the urn and it is sitting here on my desk with me as I type this. I am sorry I have not been able to be there for any of you that may also need comforting but my pain is still all consuming.  Timber was my world for so long. I don't know how to live without him. thank you again and god bless all of you and your fur babies.
    • Gold Top Dog
    Having his pictures by his urn is a wonderful idea. Anything you can do to overcome your pain is a good idea and the pictures must make you smile at least for a while. Hang in there,,,life will get better with time. 
    • Silver
    Pictures on his urn sounds like a great idea.  Hang in there - it will get easier!  I know everyone always says that but it's true.
    • Gold Top Dog
    Im glad to hear you are taking comfort in having him near you... and that you have quit beating yourself up.  Your right, its a long road of grief... we are here for you in any way you need and feel free to email me if you need to talk.