tacran
Posted : 12/20/2007 12:10:47 AM
Oh, I'm so very sorry! It's been so long since I've been on the forum for more than a few minutes at a time . . . . . I had no idea that you'd been facing such a heartbreaking crisis with sweet little April. My condolences are very belated, but I offer them knowing you are still feeling profound grief today. I'm crying for you because that same pain is always close to the surface for me. Having to decide if it's the right time to end our babies' suffering is truly agonizing. And no matter how much our head tells us that we did the "right" thing or had their best interests in mind, our hearts can hardly bear the sadness. I was inconsolable for a long, long time after going through that with our dog last year. Reading posts like yours touches a place in my heart that is only barely healed.
A pretty little girl like April needs a big guy like my boy, Tonka, to watch over her. He has a harem of pretty girls with him at the Bridge, and I know he'd be happy to keep an eye on April. I'll ask him to look for her, and I'll keep you and your family in my thoughts at this sad time. Hugs to you.
Run free, April, and watch over your Mom and Dad while they adjust to life without your physical presence beside them. You were dearly loved and will be dearly missed.