tacran
Posted : 1/22/2015 12:39:40 AM
Janice, when I saw the news in Marty's post yesterday, my heart just broke. As I said then, Rupert has been one of my favorites since I first joined the forum so many years ago. I have loved all the photos you posted with his silly face and goofy poses, and the sweet way he appeared in pics with your girls. They must be devastated, too.
Even though you can't find the words to describe how painful it is, I think I understand what you feel because I experienced a similar loss of words when Tonka died. It was unlike anything I'd experienced before, and the depth of the grief made it hard to function at the most basic levels. Just breathing is difficult, especially in the early days.
You've been in my thoughts and my heart ever since I read the post. When I told my husband last night, he was so saddened. I always showed him your pics, and when we see Vizslas, we always say, "There's a Rupert dog!" I will say that for the rest of my days, so in a way a part of Rupert will be with me always (I hope you don't mind sharing him). He'll be with you always, of course. Your relationship with him will continue -- his presence may not be physical, but he'll have a spiritual presence in your life forever.
There's nothing I can say to make you feel better, but please know that we're sending huge loads of strong vibes your way and many, many cyber-hugs to you, your husband, and the girls.
Run free, sweet Rupert. You were truly a special and beloved boy.