When I needed help the most, Callie was there, late at night when I was freaking out. The people here aer a Godsend. I had to end the suffering of my Caityn but we were able to do it at home with the mobile vet. It was devastating and ...will I always question my judgment...maybe...but when I saw her little feet running for the bridge I knew I had done the right thing. I made sure to thank her before her spirit left for all the wonderful love and devotion. Life is not the same without them. Like

Oh..how old is Maghee??? My Cait that just went to the bridge on Friday was on Enelapril (SP?) for the past two or so years and did very, very well on it. She had a faint murmur and CHF. Just thought you should hear from someone. She had a bunch of issues, but the CHF finally got her. My little flop-eared dog.....my HEART dog.

Today around 3 p.m. Caitlyn Marie Farmer Blair will join her beloved Rufus Blair, et. al, at the Rainbow Bridge. She has been and will continue to be a good and faithful friend...the best friend I ever had or will have in this life. I won't ask her to suffer any more. I have ensured her that Rufus will show her the ropes ... first of all the peep hole where she can continue to watch over me...second, where the squirrels and rabbits hide out. I have been one very fortunate human being to be the

Caity had 5 beds around the house so that she could keep an eye on me comfortably wherever I was. Do I remove those beds quickly? I mean, as far as how Leela and Godzilla might need or not need them there? I can't remember what I used to know about this topic. Please help.

I think that is just what I will do. And if my babies don't use them, I will take them to the SPCA where we got Leela. It's only about 3 miles away and they surely can use them there. Not the leash, harness or collar though. Those go in a shadow box next to the ones used by Rufus. Leela fell asleep tonight tucked up against the bed where Caity died..Just in the same position she always laid when Cait was there. I think it was comforting for her.

she continues to watch over me. My own personal angel here on earth. I know that my hub can't wait. but screw that. i am in with her for the long haul. she is laying flat more and more. the pee and poop are getting less and less. things are slowing down for her. i know her wings are growing . I am NOT going to the shore with the boys. I am right here with her. For once. I am hanging in. she has given too much to me. I'm gonna be with her. by that they can know i will be in it for the long

I'm really hating to put Caity in a car right now to take her to her thyroid test. She was having a hard time getting up last night, and she is panting almost constantly when she is awake. I think she slept better last nigth than the previous two nights. I know the congestive heart failure is catching up with her. I think I will call the "house call" doctor...he has seen her before. Better not to stress her out, don't you agree?

I just don't know what I would do without the web site right now. Toby went suddenly, and when Rufus had enough of cancer he told me in no uncertain terms. I have been waiting on Caity to tell me. Three things she loved??? Playing Frizzbee, eating, and just being with mom. She can only do the last thing right now. She is still eating and she is still my velcro dog, although the other thing she loved best was taking walks. I have tried talking to her and she will look away as if to say, "I'm

hmmm...wonder if I could put tofu into her "wonder meals" I make each week?

Oh so good to hear from someone that such a similar experience. Caity is actually doing the same thing right now. She'll be walking along, eating dinner, or sleeping and it is suddenly just there. ANd she is so embarrassed when she realizes what I am cleaning up. She knows, but she doesn't know, you know? Last night I woke up when my husband moved out on to the couch to sleep, and I haven't asked but I know why. The minute I woke up I heard her panting. I got up and gave her another tramadol