I am seriously going to lose it today at work. I am getting so tired of being treated like crap by the two girls I work with. This afternoon we all go upstairs to have lunch and the lawyer phones (this was at 12) and wants me to do some revisions to a document, no problem. So while my lunch grows cold, I was working on this document. Then I hear them finish their lunch. One would think one might come over and say "hey, want me to take over so you can have lunch?" nope. Instead, they go down to the other's office and talk. At 1:30 I was finished the first part of the revisions, then I had the other girl asking when the documents and such would be finished so she could leave with them. Not, "hey, it looks like you are running around a lot, can i help?" nooo way! So i finally finish the documents, I have the lawyer phoning me every 5 minutes giving me more and more things to do, more things she needs the other girl to bring to her. 2pm comes and goes. The other girl goes. Fine.
The lawyer is still phoning giving me more things to do. The other girl left does nothing. Doesn't offer, nothing. I am super busy, she doesn't answer the phone. Well I don't either, I am racing back and forth.
Then! The lawyer, (just 10 minutes ago) phones and she can tell I am at my breaking point, so she asks for the girl that's here, I buzz her phone, nothing, so I tell the lawyer I will phone her back after I locate her, the lawyer wants to dictate an offer to settle. I go downstairs, OH SHE HAS LEFT FOR THE DAY with no word, with NOTHING.
I am starting to really badly reach my mental breakdown state. I can't deal with this stress of them and of this job, I am constantly getting hammered with work, I have stacks upon stacks on my desk at all times, whenever I am out of the office they phone my cell phone non stop asking questions. Hell, the lawyer didn't even want me to take vacation time! And at first I offered to only take mondays and fridays so I wuold only be out of the office once a week, but after she hesitated about that, I took a whole week off! (next week) though I know I will be bombarded with phonecalls and emails.
The problem is, is if I leave here there is no way I will make near as much money as what I do here. I am very very well paid and looking at another raise in the next couple of weeks, which will be retroactive from May. But I don't think my brain can take it.
Sorry for my long rant, I am just so stressed and so close to breaking down into tears I had to get it out somehow