Thank you to everyone for your kind words of love!
I thought it was hard at work yesteday, everyone kept asking how she was. But I managed thru only to find that it was so much harder coming home to my house without her waiting for me. The first day was easy,,,we knew she was not suffering and afraid anymore. Now its just plain sad...and we miss her so much. We will survive I know.
Many of you were in on Bubby to begin with. Many of you helped me thru the first "trying" days with her. We thought she had pyometa at first..... then we realized we had some behavior issues.... Several of you helped me thru all of that. I believe it was Anne who told me that one day I will be here trying to help someone from what I learned about Bubby. And you were soo right Anne. In one way,,she still wasn't the dog in the end that I would have liked... some of her personality issues that started well before I got her. But in every other way, she was so much more than anything I could ask for. Besides being beautiful, elegant and proud, she was the sweetest most loving dog I could have had. I will always be grateful for her breeder giving her to me to spend the rest of her life with...and to make her the princess that she deserved to be...instead of the retired show dog and breeding girl, stuck in a cage in her basement.
Thank you to each and everyone who posted and/or PMd me. For those that are going thru their own crisis...I'm sorry, I hope it works out for you and I'm sorry that I can't read what is going on or to try to help.
I hope one day I can put together a few things in her honor to share with you. Right now I can't even look thru the millions of pictures I have on my computer and printed out.