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((((hugs)))) I'm so, so sorry for you and your entire family. Suicide is such a difficult way to lose someone... you can feel like it was preventable and you can feel angry that people didn't reach out, and you can feel angry at your uncle John even. In my opinion severe depression or whatever causes someone to give up isn't much different than a physical illness. I believe your uncle John is in Heaven and is released from the earthly bondage that caused him so much grief.

Peace be with you at this difficult time, ((hugs))

Thank you, I wish I could of done something. I feel bad friday I seen my aunt and we were talking about our health issues and I said something about dialysis that if I had to have it I wouldn't do it because my grandmother does it and her arm looks horrible and my grandma said if she doesn't go get dialysis in 3 days she'll die. I told my aunt I hope I won't have to do that because I won't and I said if I die I die I have no kids to worry about and I said my family wouldn't miss me that much.

So when he took his life saturday morning I thought he probably thought the samething I said no one would miss him that much but it's not true  He will be missed and he was loved and is loved I feel bad for the kids I know how his ex wife is she's gonna gloat about this and I just pray she doesn't tell those kids oh your father didn't love you enough to live she's the type to do that.

Please pray for his 4 boys.

Praying for his boys. . .RIP to John. 

I'm so sorry.  I'll keep his boys in my thoughts and prayers.  I hope they get some counseling to help them deal with his suicide. 

This is a tough loss, and I'm so sorry for it.  Will keep the children and your family in my thots and prayers.

I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers for you and your uncle's family.

I am sorry for your loss ... will add my good thots and prayers.

Thank you so much, please keep those boys in your prayers we told the other 3 today and that has got to be one of the hardest things to do. The littlest is taking it the hardest I don't know what to do for him, he's drawn picture's already but he is taking it very hard and wondering where he will live now and said his moms husband is mean to him and no one will like him now then he said what about my birthday daddy won't be at my party very heart breaking I'm so angry with my uncle for doing this to his son's.

The youngest looks just like his father walks like his father, I feel so bad they all wanna see their step mom the second oldest wants to know how it happened which we won't tell and then said oh his step mom probably killed his dad. His 3rd son has ADD or something he cried a little not much and he's fine I don't think he realizes. Mother of the kids already told the oldest you can stay with ur nana for a month then u gotta come stay with me. He doesn't wanna stay with his mother thats the first time in 3 years he's seen his mom.

I CAN'T BELIEVE HE DID THIS TO THOSE BOYS. I dont understand it he fought so hard for those boys he had custody of them and he does this I don't get it.

I'm very sorry to read this.  My condolences to all.  Suicide never makes sense and devastates many people.

Peace to all in the coming days and months.

so true Tina...

I am very sorry for your family, daisyprincess and I send along my condolences and healing thoughts/vibes.

 I am so sorry; I will keep your family in my prayers.

I'm so sorry...there is no harder way to loose someone than by suicide.  The poor boys...they will need a little help thru this.  I pray for strength to his family....and to you too... you are devastated I can see.

Thank you's all I'm so hurt, we didn't talk for a few years and thats what hurts the most my family including myself we seem to hold grudges I mean we were brought up that way when I was little this thing happened all the time no one talk to so and so then they would talk but wouldn't talk to another one.

I wish I could talk to him now I'm so mad at him for doing this. He's being cremated because his wife can't afford to bury him he's not even having a viewing which is hurting me even more because I wanna get one last chance to see him  but just for a viewing is $5000. I feel so bad.

It's not right I just don't understand it and my heart is broken all I can do is ask why. why would he leave those boys my heart hurts. I called the funeral parlor asking if I could just come up and see him before they cremated him he said you wouldn't wanna because he's still open, but then he must of talk to my uncles wife and he said no and all this other stuff I need and want to see him.

I just don't understand 

 daisyprincess, if it helps, you can (in a way) talk to him. Write him a letter. Get what you need said put down on paper. I'm so sorry to hear this and his sons and you will be in my thoughts.