lisa4kids1pup
Posted : 6/4/2009 11:51:33 PM
thanks everyone. That one staple is still in enough that it won't come out...the rest are mostly in. I have a feeling the vet (whomever I take her to tomorrow) will take them out. I'm so keyed up and still on the verge of tears every time I even look at her, and I can't get to sleep. The night before her surgery, I got 4 hours, last night was 3.5 and here I am, awake at almost 1am again. I just wanted to do what was best for her, and the right thing to do, and it backfired on me. I felt so apprehensive before I left her there, and I feel now that I should have canceled the appt and gone somewhere else. My pets are like my babies, and I am really upset that she's hurting and having to wear that stupid E collar and be stuck in her crate. I let her sleep on the air conditioning vent most of tonight, but I just took her out to pee, and she went right in her crate, so I gave her a biscuit and closed the door. She's settled in, so I think she's okay. Now if her hu-mama could just get some rest. I'm making my husband go with me tomorrow...I had to deal with tonight's episode alone, and I wished for the support at the time. I feel that she'll be okay, but I think it's going to be a long haul. Misty is going nuts trying to check on her all the time...she knows something isn't right. I have the kitchen all blocked off so no small children or Misty can get in.
Well, I'm going to try and get some sleep. It may be a rough day for me tomorrow, and a rougher one for Kira. She's been a total trooper though...even when that sadistic vet put the staples in without any anesthetic. That was cruel.