chelsea_b
Posted : 12/3/2009 9:40:44 PM
Thank you all sooo much. I appreciate it more than I can say...
I miss this dog a ridiculous amount.. I feel like a huge chunk of myself is gone, and every second of every day I'm getting more aware of it. Like there's some gaping wound that's just getting more and more obvious.. I don't know how to explain it. I always knew she was a bigger part of me than just being my dog, but I guess I didn't know how big until she was gone. It's sooo not fair that she only got 11 years of life, and only 10 years with me. I guess it never would have been long enough..but 15 years still sounds better than 11...
Anyway... thanks again everyone. You guys are awesome. The people closest to me understand to an extent, but I know you guys really get it, and that's really helpful.