sharismom
Posted : 8/17/2009 12:43:23 PM
I understand how you feel -"it's just not fair". I'm sorry that you're dealing with this so soon after Jax's troubles. You do seem to have a good sense of how much you can handle.
Epilepsy, some dogs are more prone to it than others and it usually makes itself known around age 2. Some don't have the full-blown grand mal seizures. My childhood dog had seizures occasionally, but it was infrequent and not grand mal. I'd never seen one until Bear's started. They are terrifying, but you have to try to remain calm.
I know when Bear would have his, they'd start at night. I kept a journal of everything - moon phases, diet, meds, frequency of seizures, etc. Both my vets were excellent and didn't mind my phone calls and endless questions.
I'm single with a son in college, limited income, no other family. It was tough to go to work every day and not worry. My boss is pretty understanding of all my circumstances, but you don't get family leave for pets. Did I do everything? Maybe, maybe not, but I did the best I could.
You'll be in my thoughts & prayers.